Meet the prodigal daughter of the Lumba and Tintero clan

My best friend talked to me through phone, we talked about random things. Until she asked, “Cherry what if your father remarried?” Everyone asks this question to me, and I answer like this, “Of course not! I’ll probably kill that woman!” Silence filled the phone and my best friend asked again, “What if you have a stepsister/stepbrother?” I hope, no I pray that it won’t happen so I answered her, “Even though she’s older or younger, kindhearted a sadist, a bitch or a man whore one thing’s for sure, I won’t welcome him/her in our family.” And that’s the end of our conversation.

I love my family very much

(isn’t it obvious?) but sadly

I’m a prodigal daughter and a prodigal sister and that’s the hindrance of everything. Every half seconds my inner devil rears it’s ugly head.

My Dad is very supportive to us, My Mom I can always feel her love , My Sister everyone envies me they can see that she’s on my back and My Brother even though he’s a jerk he’s my knight in shining armor!

Our family is perfect,

yes I agree I have an older sister and older brother it’s like I couldn’t ask for anything.

Not until the most chaotic chaos struck in our lives…..

My mother was suffered in leukemia, we asked guidance to God.

The hardest part? We saw her wincing in pain and you as her daughter had nothing to do but to cry because you pity her.

I even volunteered to her to transfer me in the public school or much better to drop me out of school but she refuse instead she told me that she want me to finish high school and even college.

So I studied harder, in weekends I do the extra mile in studying and whenever I visit her in the hospital I proudly show my grades, she became my inspiration from everything (second to God.)

And my prize?

Her 100 carat smile

When the fateful night of July 27, 2007.

God took her soul and let her leave the suffering body

My world shattered and kept asking the Lord, “Why? Did you took my most treasured woman in my life?”

Until now that question remains a question.

But I’m trying to move on.

That’s why whenever they ask me ‘what if my Dad remarried.’ and I sometimes I’ll answer:“I’ll probably kill that woman!” with a sardonic smile.

I wish that one day everything would be back to normal but what if that wish would remain a wish

forever?

New me :">

Man it's been a loooooooooooooooong time since I updated this blog.

A lot of things happened to me! :D

I swear

Newfound friends, new opportunities, and newfound love -err just kidding LOL!! :D

OMG! Its been a year and I'm speechless LOL! Who wouldn't be, right?


This morning I received an overseas phone call from Dad, I'd been missing him so much. :">


He asked me what would be my section this coming school year and I told him that I don't know yet not until the first day of classes

and speaking of my first day of classes, there are 3 wishes that my fairy godparents and the genie in the bottle should grant (if I have) and those are:

1. I'll have the most memorable school year ever!
2. Math and I will be friends (since I heard it'll be more difficult).
3. I hope me and my bestfriend and him (also) :P will belong in the same class

Simple as that C:

Back to the story.

We just talked a few things and he asked me where had I been, I heaved a sigh and told him that I just went from a sing and dance workshop, then again he told me his favorite line:

"Just stay at home if it's nothing important."

Yup it's my father's rule, love it hate it or leave the house.

Speaking of sing and dance workshop and yes I registered there and it's free of charges I love singing but I don't claim to have a good voice(they kicked me out of the choir x_x) and I love dancing.

I sing and dance like no one is watching C:

My Ate, my younger cousin and I went to church. We're Catholic, some of my aunts in my father side is a Born Again Christian and also the same in my mother side but we ended up living as a Catholic I don't know if my Kuya still considers himself as one(his girlfriend is a Born Again Christian and they always go to their church).

We bought 3 buckets of ice cream. Yummy yummy! <3>

Did I say that I'm on a diet? Haha well let's give it a chance it's summer and I hope that I'll break a sweat tomorrow.

Later that afternoon we went to Radyo Veritas office

I'm part of the MAPSA Student Broadcasting Club and I'm the PRO

How did I get the part? Despite the fact that I'm an average student I'm really thankful to my English teacher who trusted me so much. (:

We have a program named Snacktym Berks it talks about the relevant issues in our surroundings and it just got better at first it only involves in the politics but now it also involves the media(i.e. reality show)

But unfortunately I arrived late for the third time and it's a shame x_x.

I'll make sure I won't be late again.

This day I realized that if school starts now I won't have a weekend, why?

Because the workshop is every Saturday and the show airs every Sunday. Tiring right?

However I'm proud to say that I'm a busy body because I'm learning not just for me but to make a world a better place and make God and my loved ones proud.

Good night everyone! :)

If I could turn back time

I looked through my old trinket box and found the letters that my mother, father, siblings and friends their gifts for me. I felt nostalgic. There's a notebook that caught my attention I can't remember what was inside it and I discovered that it was my only diary that I kept and all the moments with my loved ones and friends especially my Mother were there, my tears kept falling down to my cheeks and I asked myself through the last 2 years had I changed? Did I hurt my loved ones so badly? All I I can say to myself is that if only I could turn back time I'll correct my mistakes and cherish my moments with my loved ones but I think it's impossible to make this come true.

If someone invented a time machine
successfully I'll probably buy it even though it'll cost more than a million bucks. :'(

I hafta keep my priorities safe

Last 2 days we have no classes so all I did was just chillaxed in my room and do what I love. Suddenly a friend of mine called and asked me about our homework and our long exam for tomorrow, the next thing I knew I almost died in cramming I immediately turned off our television and bury myself with books and materials that I need to finish my project. I slept in an ungodly hours of night and regretting all the time that I wasted. Now the highlight of my entry for today is why do some people always first do things they'll satisfy them, then they'll realize that they have important things to do such as research papers and so on and so forth, and after that they'll get tired and blame or get angry at the person who gave them orders to do such things, when they know that you're have a nothing to do day like what I've done and mentioned before.
I realized and learned after all that we must do first what is important and keep our priorities straight.

Not because somebody gave you the chance to rest for a day it doesn't mean you have to forget your duties.


Have a good day!

First timer

This is my first time in blogging.

I'm Cherry 14 years old.

The reason why I've registered here I really want to write,

4 years ago I had a diary it contained my deepest and darkest secret and no one knows it even my problems all of it were inside the precious pages of my diary.

Until my brother sneaked into my closet and still don't know the reason why he read my diary. My diary was his laughingstock good thing I caught him reading it and decided to stop writing.

Funny isn't it? :D