Monday Morning Distress

My Monday morning wasn't really good, we were supposed to clear some family issues. Its choking my existence here, like I wanna run away from our home as soon as possible.
Well if it wasn't for my siblings and my pets I'm enjoying the life of being an independent teenager right now.
Ever since my Mom died our family went into turmoil, my life became a mess. Sometimes I'd asked God, "Is this want You want?" As for me, all I ask was to enlighten my Dad's mind he's been forgetting his responsibility as a father.
He got a slut in his waist, and I curse her with all my heart.
I don't ask for having a 1.0 in all of my subjects, extravagant clothes, a good health, fame and money.

I just want a happy family.

Ayoko na ng bahay ng walang kabuhay buhay. :'(